As I was lying in bed at night, I listened quietly to the rhythm of my breathing. I can feel the soft texture of the sheets rustling on my skin and the cool air on my face. My mind started to wonder astray to a reoccurring thought.

I am going to die one day.

A fact that none can avoid.
To cease to exist. To stop breathing, to stop feeling, to stop thinking. To simply stop being.

The intensity hits me. My heart starts to pound furiously, my body heats up while cold fear crawls down my spine. Fear of the known and unknown.

Why do we exist.
Why do we die.
Is there an afterlife
Or is it a comfortable lie we tell ourselves.


I suppose we are meant to journey.

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Beauty Tips

For attractive lips,
Speak words of kindness.
For lovely eyes,
Seek out the good in people.
For a slim figure,
Share your food with the hungry.
For beautiful hair,
Let a child run his/her fingers through it once a day.
For poise,
Walk with the knowledge that you never walk alone.
People, even more than things,
Have to be restored, renewed, revived, reclaimed,
And redeemed; never throw out anyone.
Remember, if you ever need a helping hand,
You will find one at the end of each of your arms.
As you grow older, you will discover that you have two hands;
One for helping yourself, and the other for helping others.


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A Poet’s Love

Unending Love

I seem to have loved you in numberless forms, numberless times…
In life after life, in age after age, forever.
My spellbound heart has made and remade the necklace of songs,
That you take as a gift, wear round your neck in your many forms,
In life after life, in age after age, forever.

Whenever I hear old chronicles of love, it’s age old pain,
It’s ancient tale of being apart or together.
As I stare on and on into the past, in the end you emerge,
Clad in the light of a pole-star, piercing the darkness of time.
You become an image of what is remembered forever.

You and I have floated here on the stream that brings from the fount.
At the heart of time, love of one for another.
We have played along side millions of lovers,
Shared in the same shy sweetness of meeting,
the distressful tears of farewell,
Old love but in shapes that renew and renew forever.

Today it is heaped at your feet, it has found its end in you
The love of all man’s days both past and forever:
Universal joy, universal sorrow, universal life.
The memories of all loves merging with this one love of ours –
And the songs of every poet past and forever.

-Rabindranath Tagore

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Swim swim away…










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Slow day

Let’s recall my previous post in Feb 16 .


WHY in the WORLD do we need to wait “THAT” long for Coraline??!!!!!!

That’s more than half a year from its original released date!!


Hmph. I am no pleased.

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Miss Behaving

So I’ve been a bad blogger..

I didn’t post:

– my earthday entry anywhere near earthday   */faint

– that I’m currently on a 3 months study course,
   considering it an introduction to a different industry.

– that I haven’t been able to go out for shootings & outings recently.

– that I have successfully become a cute wall flower..
   Lurking in the background. Tune in. tune out.

– that I’ve walked under a bus and got hit by a train.

– that I missed diving so much my heart aches a little each time I think.

– that I missed lomo too.

So I’ve been a bad blogger…..

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